Many people have asked me how I became a Clairvoyant Healer…
To answer that question, I have to tell you a story…
I’ve been highly sensitive, empathic and psychic my whole life. There is a certain sense of loneliness that goes with these gifts… an unspoken longing, “where are my people?”
In college I met a few women who had some experience in the intuitive arts and that was a real eye-opener! Often Intuitive gifts can be alarming to adults in our culture, so I learned, as a child, to incorporate my abilities into my life in a non-threatening way.
Until college, I didn’t really understand that what I “saw, knew and felt” was a gift that I could develop. After learning all I could from my college friends, I decided I needed a professional psychic school to learn how to use and grow my gifts, little did I know… my life-path wasn’t about to have a little boulder thrown into it – it was getting a Mt. Everest sized boulder!
In 1990 I found a reputable Psychic School where I enrolled in their 3 year program to learn how to be a Psychic Reader. I was very excited! Unfortunately, my excitement turned to shame and confusion at the end of the very first 7 week course.
When I arrived for the last class in that first course, I was whisked away into a large, dimly lit room and made to sit in a single folding chair that faced 5 folding chairs lined up in front of me. They said I had to have a “psychic cleansing” which I naively thought everyone in my class was going to get. I thought, “it must be part of the course,” even though I had a strong sense of foreboding.
I had never met the reverend, who entered after the 5 third-year students had taken their seats across from me. The students began to wave their hands around and do something they called “blowing roses” while the reverend paced behind them, loudly and forcefully accusing me of a whole string of malicious activities including “trying to take over the class,” and “bringing an evil entity from another Psychic School” that was “trying to take over their church.”
I was shocked! I spoke up in defense of these ridiculous accusations, but each time I began to speak, the reverend cut across my words of defense with another horrible accusation until I finally gave up. Incredibly, I began questioning my own innocence. I thought, “maybe I did do those things without realizing it. They ARE psychic, so maybe they know more than I do.”
I lowered my gaze to the hands in my lap, stopped speaking, and waited for it to be over.
I never went back to that school/church, but unbeknownst to me, the damage had been done. The reverend had gotten what he wanted.
Ten years later, I was brave enough to go to a psychic I had seen around town. She told me I was a healer and I should take a Reiki class. I knew she was right, but who could I trust?
Thankfully, I found a highly accomplished Reiki Master who was all about strict protocol and psychic safety, and I absolutely devoured every class she offered, becoming a Reiki Master myself after a year of hands-on study. I then did a year-long apprenticeship with my teacher to develop my Clairvoyant abilities and learn Medical Intuitive skills.
After that, I tried to open my own Healing Practice, but although I had all the skills, really weird, creepy clients and unsafe situations kept coming up in my work. I had to stop offering healing to the public… I still wasn’t able to use my gifts!
In 2013, I still felt that my best gifts were being wasted. I had been working 50-100 hours a week in my Re-Fashioned Clothing business & hardly seeing my kids, but I was “living my dream…” at least that’s what everyone else thought. My adrenal glands were burned out & my family was a mess. I knew that I had to change my life, so I started looking at my past, desperately searching for the invisible “Mt. Everest” blocking my true path, the one I wanted so much that I hardly allowed myself to dream I could have… the psychic and healing work I was born to do.
In retrospect it seems obvious that I had been the victim of a psychic attack, but I, like so many other sensitives like me, was an innocent. A trusting soul.
The truth is there are predators of all kinds out there. That man, the reverend, knew exactly what he was doing. He picked out the biggest threat – the most powerful psychic in the bunch and attached a GIANT energy cord to her – to me.
I had no idea. Even after 23 years, Mastery level Reiki training that included lots of healing on myself, I had no idea that my psychic energy was being syphoned off by that guy, every day. All I could see were the ways my one big life-dream was blocked from me.
I knew that event had been bad… one of the most terrifying events of my life. In fact, I had only told 3 people about it in 23 years and I started hyperventilating every time I did tell that story. But, I honestly had no idea that would even be considered trauma.
It wasn’t until I got so frustrated with what I could only describe as a “blind-spot” that I was able to break through the invisible bonds that were blinding me. I WILLED myself with my peripheral vision to see the hidden attachment, and I finally understood how bad that event really was.
I was able to get help from a kind-hearted clairvoyant who called in the Arch Angel Michael and I watched as he cut that giant energy cord with one swipe of his mighty sword.
It was 4:00 in the afternoon when that dinner-plate sized cord was cut. As I watched the Angel cut that huge cord, the end of it began to fly around as golden sparkling light spewed from it like a hose on full blast. I automatically spoke my intention for all the residual energy (MY psychic energy) from that Energy Cord to be distributed into the Universe for the highest and best good of all and thanked the Arch Angel Michael.
When I said goodbye to my Clairvoyant helper I was completely empty. I was shaking uncontrollably (which I now know is a common trauma response) and I was so exhausted that I flopped into bed and slept nearly 15 hours until the next morning.
Weeks later I was invited to do 2 full days of healing work at a local Psychic Fair. I was surprised by the invitation and so excited! “How did you get my name and number?” I asked. “You were referred to us as a really good healer.” WHAT??? I hadn’t done healing work in YEARS! They explained that they had already closed the application period for the Psychic Fair but really wanted a healer and my name came up. Wow! Then they asked for my photo and Bio and included ME (??!!) as one of 2 psychics that they showcased in the local newspaper.
I could hardly believe how easy this was!
A month later I did more healing work in the 2 day psychic fair than I had in the past 10 years combined – it was SO amazing and fun – I was finally FREE!!!
… OR WAS I?
In the 3 years that followed I had two more major healings before that Energy Cord Attachment was completely resolved.
Here’s what I have learned about attachments:
1) I came to understand that there was a reason I couldn’t talk about that event or look at the energy cord. I learned that Energy Cords are formed by agreement, even if the one agreeing doesn’t realize they are agreeing.
During the interrogation I made some unintentional agreements: when I lowered my gaze I agreed to not look at the attachment, when I stopped defending myself with my voice I agreed to not talk about the attachment. It was so heavily shrouded by my agreements that even my amazingly competent Reiki teacher was unable to see that cord.
2) There are personal agenda-driven predators in all areas of life… even in the sacred realms of Spirituality. I learned that vulnerability is not the same as weakness. Being attacked in this way did not mean I was weak, it meant I was powerful enough to be a threat.
3) I learned that Protection, Awareness & Light-Warrior skills don’t usually come naturally. And they are best taught by those who have survived. Survivors know how to win.
4) Over the past several years, working with hundreds of clients per year, I have learned that a great many difficulties we experience in this life are actually old Past-Life traumas that want to be cleared. No matter how hard we try to ignore, or block old traumas, they pop up in new ways, begging us to recognize them for what they are and clear them once and for all.
My experience of the psychic attack was actually an UNRESOLVED past-life trauma. I attracted a “re-enactment” of an ancient witch-burning trial from a Past-Life that needed to be cleaned out of my Light-Body so I could do the work I now do… without fear.
5) I have also learned that we sometimes play a role in other people’s Past-Life trauma so they can work their own trauma out. The reverend was playing his part in my Past-Life trauma (which was probably his Past-Life trauma, too.) I forgive him.
After the cord was cut, there were two more healing sessions over the course of 2 years that were necessary to complete that process of freedom. But, I did it… I cleaned up my past.
The big bummer is… it took a really long time!
So, now I use my healing and guidance skills to empower amazing, mid-life-awakening women to do the same, but WAY FASTER!
I have watched my client’s energy, health and passion for living become truly inspired on their path to a life they love. I have since made a commitment to dedicate the rest of my professional life to healing the healers & to proving that light is stronger than darkness by helping other awakening women strengthen their natural Intuition and overcome all of the hidden energy blockages that are holding them back from being able to live their Soul’s purpose.
Since then, I’ve been working full time as a Healer, Psychic and Intuition Teacher, spoken in front of many groups and helped many loving people on their journey out of trauma-reactions and into alignment with their most fulfilling life-path.
Because of that work I have created The Align Your Light Journey™, an 8-week series of private and pre-recorded Healing Sessions, Mediations, Thinking Exercises & Empowering Tools that release the traumas we unknowingly bring into the present from our 3 pasts… our childhood, our past-lives and our Ancestral past.
The Align Your Light Journey™ is specifically designed for women in mid-life who are awakening to their full power and Light.
Women who are…
- frustrated with feeling held back by invisible bonds
- transitioning (sometimes painfully) out of old life-structures
- wondering, “what is next for me?”
- sure there is something better, but “how do I find it?”
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- women like you, ready to live in alignment with your pure inner Light!
Are you ready?
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